out.

[rax]

Just left graduate school. Still have to do some paperwork but that's it. I will have the option of returning next semester, but most likely won't.

Apparently the amount of time that I am willing to work full-time and attend school full-time is: Five years and one week. You know what, that's pretty fucking good. I'll take it. There are things that would be worth burning myself down further for. This program is not one of them. 

To do:

• paperwork to finalize leaving
• drown self in pokemon over weekend
• spend some time making my house the place I am living in and not the place I am surviving in
• ???

I'm not glad this was the right thing to do. But it was the right thing to do, and I'm glad I did it.

Comments

[rax.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm trying to think of it as wow I did this incredibly hard thing for five years instead of I failed at doing this incredibly hard thing. We'll see how that internal messaging goes.

I'd love to have food together again and if you want to help me organize my house for some reason I'd totally be down with that too :) In general we should definitely hang out!

[molly-bot.livejournal.com]

Yes, listen to the words you are telling yourself! What you did for so long was incredible. *_*

Lol I guess that was weird to offer, I just got back from moving/setting up from brother's apartment in Flagstaff so I'm still in that mindset. But let me know when you'd be free for dinner soon, you still need to come over and meet my cat, I know he'd love you XD

[rax.livejournal.com]

Ooh! Maybe next Tuesday or Wednesday or Friday? Or the same days the week after?